"You BEEP, BEEP xxx BEEP!!!"

Omg; I'm laughing so hard right now xD Go Aoi! Tell them!

RAWRRRR

Summary of January

- Dad is still at home, because of his lungs

- exam week: I didn't go to 3 exams, because I was too stressed out. Yeah. I literally get sick from stress. I scares me a bit. I have to find a way to end this before my final exams start. I feel bad for staying home, but this year is very important, so I have to do everything that will make me have good grades~ Final year WHOO

- it got about -15C here! And we had a little bit of snow too. My father even brought me to school by car, because that would be easier for me :D

- my bike got fixed :D. That was also the reason my father brought me to school by car haha.

- I've gained weight. Oops. Also, the last 3 days I've been hungry as hell. I drink too few now. I will have to drink more. (non-alcoholic beverages of course)

- WENT TO SEE AVATAR IN IMAX 3D!!! IT WAS AMAZING! First, I had my doubts, but it was really worth it in the end. I couldn't sleep when I got home, lol. One thing is not so 'lol', because I thought I was too happy, so of course I had to start thinking about killing myself and cry myself to sleep. Whut. I felt so lively after watching Avatar, and then... I started to think about death and stuff because I couldn't sleep. Why don't I allow myself to be happy?

- Daddy got a new HDD because his old one was failing. I spent waaay too much time on trying to find the recovery partition, since he didn't use it in the end. But why didn't the Recovery CD work? We'd be pretty screwed if we wouldn't have a legal Windows copy and would have to rely on the Recovery CD. Ah well, everything is fine now. Also, Daddy's got the Windows Konata background xD So funny.

- Aoi dakimakura. No words.

- I started playing the Sims 3 again.

Ahhh, I'm so hungry

MATCHING ICON!

HUG!~♥

WTF?!

Way to go, merchandising team!

That is just...awkward...
Also, didn't Aoi say something about signing the pillow? And giving it to the person who won it through the lottery? Does that mean he will hand it in person to the girl (...or boy...Yume). That would be a quite....interesting conversation...

Conversation between Aoi and the girl:
Aoi: "Hi! You won the lottery! Congratulations! Here is your prize! -smiles-"
Girl: "-stuttering- Thank you! Really, thank you! -bows-"
Aoi: "Well then, have...uhm..fun with it? I guess..."

Girl turns red and runs away.

HAHAHA.
Oh my perverted humor. Ah well, after hearing all those stories about dakimakura you can't really think straight, right?


Somehow I just really hope that I misunderstood the whole 'lottery' thing. Also, I think there shouldn't be dakimakura of real persons. They are asking for something that will end up on sankakucomplex or whatever weird Japan-centered website.

Summary of this month so far:

- First deadline of PWS; everything went alright, even though most people have waaay more than we do. Ah well, the second, and final, deadline is more important.

- Vacation has started!

- It is seriously snowing! Well, today it didn't really snowing, but it has been snowing A LOT the past few days. And the temperature was around..-6C! And even colder during nighttime! (that sounds weird) It is so beautiful right now, even though it's harder to get around right now.

- Father got back from the hospital. He has lost about 12kg.

- New windows. It is way more quiet now. And warmer.

- I won't get any presents for Christmas because I pay too much attention to my stuff. WTF? Just because you didn't even try to shield my computer from all the work materials/dust/other small objects that can make your computer go ****, which made me go a bit: "NOOO, my computer! Will it be alright?! Please, it's brand new...". So, I get punished for trying to keep my stuff in good condition? Fuck you.

I feel like I'm an empty shell. I have no feelings, nor do I care about anything that is happening. Emotionless. Lifeless. That describes me best. I don't even feel human. I just want this to end. Please. Yet I'm too much a coward to actually kill myself. What should I do?

Who is wrong and who is not? This empty shell right here, that tries to be honest and just, or my stupid mother, who doesn't even know which class I'm in and doesn't care about being precise/strict in whatever way.

Dear mother; just what am I to you? Am I a bad person because I am not like you? I'm happy I'm not like you, because otherwise I would have already killed myself; that's for sure. We don't need two of these idiots walking around. I wish you were a little bit smarter. A little bit of understanding of general justice wouldn't hurt either. While you always say that you think about others, you think that only your opinion is good/right. Anyone who thinks different is bad.

Well, let me tell you one thing: you are wrong.

Just because I pay great attention to the 'health'/condition of my stuff, doesn't mean I'm extremely materialistic. Or a bad person. Think about this, Mom, before I go.

Merry Christmas.

to TiK ToK <3 And Lolita strawberry in the summer.

I've caught a cold -cry- My muscles are aching... Everyone is scared of the swine flu and everyone is sick now. Fake flu or not? Well, it IS a good excuse to stay home haha. But my parents are sick too =/ Not cool.

I want to play video games... But I don't know which one. There are too many xD

Going to get some eye drops~

is so much easier when you don't have to think about exams. Really (& duh). Also, the weather has cleared up now. Finally! I hope it will stay like this. No more rainy mornings please. Ah well, I live in the Netherlands, so what am I wishing for...

Our cook-group meeting has been postponed, so what will I do this evening? Maths homework, probably. And watch Kuroshitsuji!

Also, whenever I look out of the window, I see my neighbour. And then he looks at me. He must think I'm a stalker.

Can't wait for DIM SCENE ♥

I LOVE KATY PERRY


!!!

Alledaagse stuff

- nieuwe eyeliner
- die fake nail tips :D - god, ik word zo'n meisje xD Wie had dat ooit gedacht...
- iets artyfarty

Wish list
- DMC 4 voor XBOX 360
- Compactcamera (spiegelreflex is iets (...) te duur)
- posters van de Large *__*
- the GazettE - Dim scene - DVD
- DSi tasje

EN
Naar de kapper.
Naar Snowworld.

To be continued / edited

DONE! Finally!

FREE! Finally!


I've bought the Sims 3. 'nuff said.

Tomorrow: Math
Day after tomorrow: History and Chemistry
After that: Latin

Almost finished!*__*

And soon...London!!! Oh em gee, I can't wait!!

But now I have to continue with Maths

I'm distracting myself again -sigh-



Oh wait, I have to do Physics now. DO NOT WANT -cry-

Wow, it has been a long time since I posted here. About one-and-a-half month ago, the test week started and a week after that I had to go on the school trip to Greece.

Greece was so much fun!♥ But sometimes it was hell. Seriously. Walking 15-20 km when it's 30 C on a mountain is not funny. Really. But I made it! Without any real trouble. My physical condition has also improved, I think. We did eat a lot during the 'trip'. At least, I think so. 8 slices of bread a day and dinner is quite much. Others said: "we eat so little here -cry-" I seriously thought: "Wtf are they talking about?" But I wouldn't call my 'diet' healthy, so...maybe it was normal.

(Girls are pigs btw) (Well, I look like a pig, or even worse, but I didn't eat nearly as much as the others did. But their diet mostly consists of cookies, so I shall shut up. I don't know what's normal anymore or what's not.)

But, the trip has changed me. I think. I would've never thought that I would like Tractor LOL11!!. lame

I shall write more here. More often, I mean. It somehow calms me down. But now I'm going to listen to Ayabie's new single, because someone has uploaded it. I wonder what it will sound like. 

I've been thinking about that DVD. In the end, I never bought it because you have to order it trough a Japanese site. I think that's a bit scary, because my name is just impossible to spell in katakana, let alone hiragana/kanji. Also, my mother doesn't want me to order things online with a credit card anymore, because of the safety thingies, you know. (I WANT AYABIE'S SINGLE!!! ;__; Luckily CLJ said they were going to release it in Europe, right?)

BUT, I still want that DVD. Cooking lessons with Aoi! It's educative!  I wonder where I can buy it other than the Japanese site or CDjapan (they charge, like, twice as much o__O)?

♪I'm going hunting♪

I got a 10 for Latin!♥♥♥ 100% YAY *does happy dance* And I won 15 Amebagold today! Très happy desu。<--(very beautiful set of colours, no? NO)

Let's see what I have to do for next week...Hmmm, only this Dutch thingy and Latin test. Some homework, especially Maths and Physics. Yeah. I think I'll have to start today with Dutch, since they (or at least, she) don't check their emails often. If they don't change the subject again, at least. Bitches.

But, the Within Temptation DVD is loooove *A* Especially the backstage/tour documentary xD LOLOLOL, WT guys in dresses!!!

^Yes, that's my mood right now. WHY DO THEY DECIDE ON THINGS WITHOUT ME??! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARGH
Seriously, they are driving me fucking crazy.